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[28 Sep 2007|11:00am] |
boys are silly.
i dont understand.
i never will.
once i find someone that truely makes me happy..
and i make them happy as well..
i give up.
things just need to come to me.
im sick of looking for them.
although.. ive said ive given up tons and tons of times, i always seem to have some sort of strange drama going on.
whether it be boys with live-in girlfriends trying to get on my jock, or boys that i like but they wont get near me because theyre friend liked me.
none of that is my fault.
why cant i just find someone thats just normal!
hey! what a crazy idea.
goodness.
well uh well, i'll be gone for all of next week and im perfectly okay with that.
see you in cabo!
peas.
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| alright so im kinda getting a littttle stressed now. |
[29 Aug 2007|12:12am] |
Tomorrow and friday are the last days i have of no actual worries.
Here's my schedule for the next week or so..
SATURDAY:
- My sister's plane lands at 4pm, and im supposed to pick her up.
- Britts birthday party, which i really want to attend just because she lives in LA now, and i havent seen her in forever.
- Marks party, which.. doesnt really matter if i show up or not because i figure hes gonna be too trashed to realize im there anyway.
SUNDAY:
- My sisters bridal shower, which i have to make partial food for, and i still have to get her present.
MONDAY:
- Pilates.. relaxing.
- Run errands for the wedding.
TUESDAY:
- Was supposed to leave for Indiana because my grandma is ready to pass away, but my sister and i have too much crap to do here for her wedding so my parents are just going.
- Run errands for the wedding.
WEDNESDAY:
- Run errands for the wedding.
- Visit my grandpa, who is also.. about to pass away.
THURSDAY:
- Finish running errands for wedding.
- Get nails done (either today or friday)
FRIDAY:
- Wedding rehearsal.
- Rehearsal dinner.
- Whatever afterward..
SATURDAY:
- Franctically get ready for the wedding.
- Get drunk/ get my sister drunk/ get my mom drunk.
- Calm my sister down..
- WEDDING TIME!!
Yahhhh.. it will be nice when its all over.
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[10 Aug 2007|12:45am] |
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this is SO wack.
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[10 Jun 2007|12:26am] |
rad party last night.
go me.
im awesome.
you missed out.
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[28 May 2007|01:29am] |
hey.
i have a job now.
come get coffee from me.
i get to learn how to make it.
heheh :o)
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| eric kinda sums it up |
[08 May 2007|11:22pm] |
pirate a n g i e: i think im getting sick again :-(
prty strtr 123: awww
prty strtr 123: baby
prty strtr 123: you dont deserve to be sick all the time
prty strtr 123: i always have stomach priblems too
prty strtr 123: but i did it to my self
prty strtr 123: with drinking and drugs
prty strtr 123: im an idiot
prty strtr 123: you didnt do anything :-(
pirate a n g i e: i know
pirate a n g i e: i hate it
pirate a n g i e: i dont think im that terrible of a person.
pirate a n g i e: i dont know why things always happen to me
prty strtr 123: im sorry love
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[30 Apr 2007|12:39am] |
so ive decided i need a boyfriend.
actually.. i dont need one, i just really want someone in my life.
its getting kind of ridiculous.
i want someone to rub my back.
and tell me im pretty.
and make me penut butter and jelly sammiches.
and touch my butt.
really.. is that so hard to ask? come on now.
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[26 Mar 2007|12:51pm] |
hey.
its really really windy.
im pretty sure ob is going to blow away.
i might need somewhere new to live.
.. just giving everyone a heads up :o)
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[13 Feb 2007|12:04pm] |
so here's the deal.
i found the raddest dress ever.
put it on.
found on in sunny's size.
forced her to put it on.
modified it a little.
turned it into full on party mode.
became unbelievably sexy.
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| super lame. |
[30 Jan 2007|11:27am] |
i dont like this feeling. not knowing how someone feels about you is super shitty.
so, there are tons of boys out there.
when you actually find one, knowing how ridiculously picky you are, its hard to just let them go.
especially when whenever you see them you automatically want to grab their face and kiss them until you cant breath anymore.
it'll be nice to get away for a few days.
[mammoth: thurs. - mon.]
seeya.
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| im sad |
[20 Jan 2007|01:03pm] |
i dont like being alone anymore.
its getting kind of annoying.
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| how true. |
[19 Jan 2007|01:05pm] |
.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.
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[10 Jan 2007|12:30am] |
i think im going to go buy some cd's.
that'll make me smile.
<3
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[06 Jan 2007|11:04am] |
ATTENTION: CHRISTINA AND BECKSTER.
I MISS YOU BITCHES.
HOLLER.
♥
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| im bored and waiting to get my hurr done |
[03 Jan 2007|12:48am] |
1. The next person you'll hold hands with?
whoever's hand i decide to grab
2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope
3. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
im allergic to milk, but all the time.
4. What did you do today?
went to subway and ate it at the cliffs
5. Do you think you're old?
pfft yah right
6. How fast can you type?
last time i checked, 93 wpm
7. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes. deathly.
8. Eye color?
poo brown
9. Do you like your life right now?
at least im not dead.
10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
last night
11. Do you knock on wood?
sometimes
12. Are you drinking anything right now?
nope
13. Do you have good vision?
i can't really see out of my left eye
14. Can you hula hoop?
f yah
15. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
yah, but i would never stay with them.
16. Is your crush a secret, or does everyone know?
i dont have a crush, but when i do, everyone knows.
17. Do you use big words?
no, i keep it simple.
18. What are you thinking about right now?
how unusualy warm it is
19. A movie you watched when you were little?
the labrynth
20. Do you enjoy gossip?
totally
21. What song's in your head right now?
some song by slightly stoopid
22. What are you doing next week?
probably the same thing im doing this week
23. Plans for today?
hair, shop, home :o)
24. What's your middle name and why?
lorraine. its my nana's middle name.
25. Name some states you've been to.
californiaa, indiana, nevada, arizona
27. When was the last time you told someone "I love you?"
my mom last night
28. Last stupid thing you did drunk?
i havent been drunk in a long time. thats pretty stupid.
29. How are you feeling today?
im okay.
30. Are you black?
all day long
31. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
no, i just lost all my "senior privileges"
32.Have you ever crawled through a window
brittany's hahah
33. What's for lunch?
subway
34. Have you ever eaten dog food?
no, it smells bad
35. Can you handle the truth?
probably not
36. What did you do last night?
cleaned
37. Buy anything lately?
just dropped $300 at Express
38. Any cool scars?
my legs are gnar
39. Name an old school song you like?
"let the good times roll"
40. How many kids do you plan on having?
2
41. Do you want to get married?
eventually, i just dont think i will ever find anyone that i could stand for that long.
42. How often do you talk on the phone?
more than i'd like.
43. Do you talk to yourself?
always.
44. Is there something you want that you can't have?
tons of things
45. Name three things that you regret?
i'd rather not
46. How do you feel about the word wawa?
im not a fan.
47. Who did you last hug?
my mom
48. Name a fault?
im not very affectionate.
49. What was the last thing you ate?
the daily special at subway
50. Something pretty you've seen lately?
sunset cliffs.
51. Last movie watched?
a goofy movie
52. What do you want to hear?
"your not sick anymore!!"
53. What do you want most?
to have a flat tummy
54. Do you like romantic movies?
no, they depress me.
55. If you could be anywhere else right now, where would it be?
laying on the beach
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| happy new year |
[01 Jan 2007|01:27am] |
last night was funny.
caitlin, madison and i went to dinner.
i hate miguel's. hah.
after that, madison left us, we picked up jeremy and headed over to nick's.
it was fun to see everyone, but i was so exhausted so i wasnt having that great of a time.
i left caitlin and jeremy, and robert walked me to my car. we had a nice chat.
i drove back to OB, where i should have stayed in the first place, and went over to alex's.
the boys and erika were over there, and wasted. funny funny.
oscar was making me super happy all night. i miss him.
so, eventually we left and i had to squeeze 5 huge boys in my little honda.
we got down to the party on saratoga, and walked in on everyone making out because it had just turned 12.
quinn decided he was gonna be my new years kiss. that was random.
i stayed there for a little longer, then left because i was sober and super tired.
stole some boys, got jack in the box, and went home.
it was a nice new years, i got to see everyone i wanted, EXCEPT SUNNY!! :o(
so yah, happy new year, '07 sounds weird.
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[24 Dec 2006|11:22am] |
so on friday i was woken up by my mother telling me that i needed to actually get up and get dressed because i had to go to the hospital.
got there. super fun.
i was in the ER from 12PM to 9PM.
after drinking three 450Ml bottles of contrast which is actually chalkie white shit that has the concistancy or elmers glue, i had to go take a catscan.
all they told me was that my chrone's was active.
um hi, i already knew that, thats why i was in there.
anyway, after not eating anything alllllllll day, i started feeling really sick from those three bottles of glue.
after that, the doctor told me that i needed to be admitted to the hospital immediately, and be treated with medication.
im not a fan of medication, so that was a big fat no.
i told my parents when i was leaving the house that i am not staying in the hospital and they agreed, so i had to sign papers saying that i was going against medical advice blah blah.
well.. im home now, and i feel a lot better just because there is a nice bag of IV fluid in my system, and it hasnt come out yet.
merry christmas.
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| HEY! |
[20 Dec 2006|12:41pm] |
we're kicking ass
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[14 Dec 2006|01:13am] |
so ive been really sick for the past month.
when i got to SF, i got to the point where i didnt have enough energy to walk, due to the fact that i couldnt hold anything down.
that was lame.
when i came home i felt a little better because i got back into a familiar environment.
two days after, i got my widsom teeth out, and so i couldnt eat for about a week.
by that time i was basically withering away.
nothing got infected, but a tiny bit of blood got on my right jaw muscle during the surgery, resulting with me STILL being in pain two weeks later, and not being able to open my mouth wider than a half an inch.. if that.
it hurts to chew, and i hate this. i lost waaaayyy too much weight, its gross.
i dont own a scale, so i dont know exactly how much i lost, but its a lot, i look icky.
anyway, im feeling a little better, i can actually get myself up and drive and go do some things, and not have to take painkillers.
im just kind of dealing with it.
yah, anyway, here's a picture of me and my mommmmmy.
we look nothing alike. its funny.
and i look way too skinny in it, but uh well, next to my stick thin mom, im a fatty.
<3
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[30 Nov 2006|10:04pm] |
i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday afternoon.
ive learned some things:
[.] my mouth bleeds a lot.
[.] darvocet is my new best friend.
[.] i have delicate little veigns, according to my surgeon.
[.] due to excessive steroid use, my adrenal glands shut down completely.
[.] my antibiotics taste like bubblegum :o)
goodbye.
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[13 Nov 2006|12:00pm] |
so im really really sick.
being like this = super scared.
dying is not on my agenda for this month.
stomach disease's are not for everyone.
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| PICTURES!!! |
[03 Nov 2006|12:56am] |
just letting everyone know.. i was that stupid obnoxious girl that wears way too much rasta stuff at one time :o)
( friday )
( halloweenie )
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[03 Nov 2006|12:17am] |
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"dude.. she is beat as fuck. she looks like something from The Hills Have Eyes" -britt.
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[01 Nov 2006|11:27am] |
so have you ever found something out and it made you so sick you threw up as you were finding out.
i have.
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